Thursday, July 13, 2006

...and finally from the Ms.

Funny how bad news can be good news and vice versa. A friend was going to move into our basement apartment but then changed her mind. The good news part is that now my dogs won't have to adjust to living with a cat in their midsts (or the likely torture that could well have been for little miss Tina)

Sir Keith is more savvy and patient with posting photos from our Brookstone outlet discontinued first ever digital camera and thus you have heard from him more. I am still recovering from a bronchial thing and don't feel so well these days...Since Tuesday, i have come home and fallen asleep after work each day. I think that after this missive I will google walking pnemonia and see if i have the symptoms.

What does any of this have to do with Sparkey, you may wonder? Well, its my way of saying hello out there and I am dutifully here with the dawgs, even though I feel like crap. I have slowed down and can relate more to how Sparkey feels. I am trying my best to tune into him to see if he has any desire to end this part of his path and begin his new journey. I can't help but wonder if we are holding him back with our life saving measures and pain control and so forth. He would be well into his next life had we not intervened, so I am stepping aside from our attachment or fear of pain/loss to see what I can see, to listen more deeply, and ask the important questions. For now, I await the answers and gently enjoy the bliss out of who and what matters most in life.

~Mary

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